Denial Is Taking Me Out

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    Sonnet For Those Struggling with Addiction

    Denial Is Taking Me Out

     Lord I come with a serious cry
    Don't know what else to do,
    This vice I am addicted to
    Is threatening my life with you.

    This vice it calls me everyday
    This vice that I call fun,
    This vice is slowly killing me
    And it has me on the run.

    I'm running from those who pray for me
    This vice won't let me stop,
    Every single day I say I'll quit
    Is another day that I flop.

    Lord, each day, I cry, I pray
    For help but don't do what's best,
    I wish I could wave a magic wand
    To help me make it through this test.

    Lord why can't I do what I'm suppose to do
    I know I'm living in sin,
    Destroying your temple every day I awake
    Just to do it all over again.

    People keep telling me I'm in denial
    Cause I'm trying to do this alone,
    I can feel my life starting to slip away
    Lord, help me to hold on.

    Lord, I pray, please give me strength
    To get the help I need,
    Though death is knocking on my door
    Through Christ he won't succeed.



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