Heaven Hear My Heartbeat

I want peace like the clouds
I wanna lay my head down
and take in all of the breath
of life left inside of my chest
I want to be able to raise the dead
take 5 pieces of fish and a piece of bread
and feed thousands just as Jesus did
grow with faith like a dying kid
thank the world and then flip my lid
and then maybe I would understand
the nail scars inside His hand
maybe I would see the blood
but my eyes have been covered by mud
maybe I could embrace the love
the peace transcends just like a dove
maybe then I would realize there's so much more
like laying this beating heart on a cold floor
hear the creaks of my footsteps left behind
waste away like the ashes within my mind
I wish to rewind, maybe press the killswitch and stop
watch the words like balloons from my mouth just pop
I drop the bomb and my head spins like a top
nauseated yet fixated on this beat that flops
I lock my eyes on the almighty rock
I'm impressed by how blessed I am when I knock
on heaven's door and before me stands a white gown
a man with pierced hands and a thorn crown
I fall down in reverence for I'm not worthy
to stand in the same tracks of the holy
I wish that I only had a fraction of what I could give
just to have the opportunity to live life like Christ did
the power of His blood would ignite in my veins
and for 3 days I could soak in those stains
for a lifetime I'd never play the liars games
for I'm commited to the one with the righteous name

Heaven hear my heartbeat
Heaven hear my cry
Heaven see my tears
see these tears where they lie

Heaven hear my heartbeat
and heaven hear my cry 
Heaven feel these tears
in a few seconds they'll be dry