I can't believe I considered us friends,
 is this how it ends back  where I first began
this life you once told me how to run
wish I was staring down the barrel of a gun
it seems you don't give a damn if im hurt
more the less you treated me like dirt

Now I hope you get the picture and get lost
you've tossed me out the trash at all cost
I can't belive I consdered you a friend 
 backstabbed again what have you been telling my friends
I can't believe you talk about my girlfriend like that
i wish I had a louisville slugger bat

this is the last warning , i'm making it clear
run off lil' piggie, your no longer welcome here
The only true friend I need is Christ
he has provided me with this life

Guess it seems like i'm rambling
took the odds with my friends ,
could say I was gambling
I made a mistake when it came to choose
now all my friends, I now cut you loose
I guess I never knew what you would be like
now im feeling the end of that knife
Guess you never took feelings into account
did our friendship ever come to amount
to anything , far less a trace
now I can no longer stand to see your face

I've been backstabbed, lied to and amused
been left starving, carving into my heart thats been used 
I've felt friction, faced addiction, and abuse
everything I've spoken now has been the truth

can never go back to before this drama occured
well friendship is an action , its more than a verb
We'll sometimes we face reality and it hurts
is my life just some nightmarish curse

I've faced money issues, held tissues cuz' I cried
I've been missued by friends that only lied
I've been treaded upon, held the emotions inside
sometimes I think it'd be better if i died

i writh in this self pity, misery and neglect
depressed , but I address these feelings I confess
I pray, and slowly say amen as I come to rest
in my bed , rest my head and know that I'm blessed

I try my best everyday, and thats all that matters
the window of life more than once has been shattered
the blood of my enemies I've seen splattered
broken, worn out this body is now battered

So this is the last time you'll hear of me friend
wait did i say that too loud , I'll speak again
Fuck this , fuck that, now heres the deal
im telling you now the emotions I feel