Loved and Lost

Forgiveness is something I truly wished for,
Happiness is something I could ever hope for,
Sometimes my life can seem so bright,
Sadly its seems to only be a small dim light,
My heart seems to loose at a lot of fail attempts,
My heart was given no chance to care for the risks,
I know in my heart who I was meant to be with,
But still my heart, it seemed to disbelieve,
And the barrier around it seems to harden each day,
I had my heart broken one too many times,
I had a chance at real love it seemed be lies,
I know that he used me and doesn't care,
I know he laughs at me, believing the love that wasn't there,
But life has given me a second chance to live,
I loved and lost but found the true one,
I know he loves me and will never be weaken like others,
He gave me the hope I so deseperately needed,
He gave me a chance to understand and believe it,
He loves me for me and nothing more and it doesn't lessen,
He gave me the love,
So many can only dream of,
He gave my the dreams,
That were only a thing of the past,
I am so grateful for him,
For giving me his love,
I can finally say that I am blessed,
So baby I hope you read this,
These are my true words,
because in the end,
you're everything and more.