My mind screams out
life likes to play
sick
twisted
games

Games of chance
How Do I Die
is a favorit of mine
Life is such a fun game
of chance
and luck

My cuts bleed me dry
don't ask me witch way to go
i'm just as lost as you
and maps won't help

Why go and give all this dedication to finding "home"
it'll take your whole life
just dream and find a home
a place to stay for one night

My tears drown out all sounds
so shut your mouth
and move on
i'm dying and there's nothing you can do

Cause my hearts made of stone
and my arms toughened by scarres
you can throw sticks and stones
they won't break my bones
and your words can never hurt me

My words of hatred towards myself flow from my mouth like a river
tonight my dreams will come true
i will fly so high above the world
i can't say this sounds right
but it's i want to make it ok

This therapy hasn't work
you're not coming with me
on my journey
i'm going it alone

My final screams as the blade ends my life
the blade blocks out
sirens
ringing phones
screams from the other room
and that life changing "thud" as my body his the ground