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I wished you'd lay awake at night, staring up at your ceiling; searching for something between the cracks. Or looking through the night stars and constellations.I wished you'd cry, your body would shake and you'd throw up from nervous stressfulness.
I wished you replay worst case scenarios for 4 days, thinking I was dead. And feel guilty for ever feeling upset.
I wished you'd stare at the clock and watch seconds turn to minutes, then to hours and than days; wondering why I never call.
I wish you'd stare yourself because you haven't had the will or want to eat for almost 2 weeks now.
And I wished you'd cry for hours and hours.
Like I do.
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