So Damn Confused

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I really hope when you guys read this you will keep an open mind. And I really hope you enjoy this view, a view from another side. Everything in life is always cut and dry, black or white....... some times we get caught up in the Grey Matter, of our minds.......

So Damn Confused

So Damn Confused
let me start by saying, I'm really so confused,
and when my own feelings betray me,
then how am I suppose to know what to choose?
I look forward to our chance meetings, 
though for me it's not often enough,
but I'm always greeted with that Million Dollar smile,
and those hugs, Oh My God!
That's when it happens, my heart begins to race,
and feelings are stirred, all by something so simple,
as you calling out my name.
I recall one day while standing in line,
I feel this kiss on my neck, and a hug from behind,
my senses exploded,  I felt so alive,
I knew in an instant; even with out looking,who it was. 
These feelings are familiar, and yet they are so new,
will someone please help me, My God I'm so confused.
These feelings im having, the sensation I'm experiencing,
I want to be free to explore,
but part of me is scared, and fears rejection,
and so I hesitate , to open the door.
I'm not sure how, but a part of me just knows,
that this.................
what ever it is, though it's different, 
will be exciting, erotic, sensual, and again
I JUST KNOW. 
In truth up til now, this is a road, 
I would not have chose to travle,
But it don't change the wanting, the longing
that has now become my daily battle.
And so the day dreams continue, 
the fantasies of HER,
wont some one please help me, 
for I am so damn confused. 
let me start by saying, I'm really so confused,
and when my own feelings betray me,
then how am I suppose to know what to choose?
I look forward to our chance meetings, 
though for me it's not often enough,
but I'm always greeted with that Million Dollar smile,
and those hugs, Oh My God!
That's when it happens, my heart begins to race,
and feelings are stirred, emotions go crazy,
all by something so simple,as calling out my name.
I recall one day while standing in line,
I feel this kiss on my neck, and a hug from behind,
my senses exploded, I felt so alive,
I knew in an instant; even with out looking,who it was. 
These feelings are familiar, and yet they are so new,
will someone please help me, My God I'm so confused.
These feelings im having, the sensation I'm experiencing,
I want to be free to explore,
but part of me is scared, and fears rejection,
and so I hesitate , to open the door.
I'm not sure how, but a part of me just knows,
that this.................
what ever it is, though different, 
will be exciting, erotic, sensual,
and again, I JUST KNOW. 
In truth up til now, this is a road, 
I would not have chose to travle,
But it don't change the wanting, the longing
that has now become my daily battle.
And so the day dreams continue, 
the fantasies of HER,
wont some one please help me, 
for I am so damn confused. 

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Sx9 commented on So Damn Confused

03-08-2011

so really I dont get it,,whats the confusion for,you are a delicate sperit you want to be close and to love deep with the infinate desire of a godness,so hold on I am a brother and I love your desire to be free and just flow deep within me,yes inspiration can be so delighted and confusing but to who,,lovely vibes,,

optimistic commented on So Damn Confused

01-29-2011

Very great detail of how confusing finding the right one can be just sit to your self as an attractive woman knowing it will come to you.

BreeLove

01/29/2011

Thank U. Sometimes I guess we search for what we think is the ideal partner/lover, but sometimes it comes to us in a way that we dont expect. I guess thats when we find out if we were really looking for it to begin with ...lol

Chaos128 commented on So Damn Confused

01-28-2011

In a situation like this, no one can really tell another what to do. One can only give general ideas on how to go about it. One step at a time is the policy that usually yields the best results. A very honest exposition.

BreeLove

01/29/2011

Thank U ...... for ur comment and advise:)

slimgoodwoody commented on So Damn Confused

01-10-2011

Oh my! Don't be afraid! Go ahead enjoy it while you can, that feeling may never come again! Who knows? Good Poem!

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