So Damn Confused
let me start by saying, I'm really so confused,
and when my own feelings betray me,
then how am I suppose to know what to choose?
I look forward to our chance meetings,
though for me it's not often enough,
but I'm always greeted with that Million Dollar smile,
and those hugs, Oh My God!
That's when it happens, my heart begins to race,
and feelings are stirred, emotions go crazy,
all by something so simple,as calling out my name.
all by something so simple,as calling out my name.
I recall one day while standing in line,
I feel this kiss on my neck, and a hug from behind,
my senses exploded, I felt so alive,
I knew in an instant; even with out looking,who it was.
These feelings are familiar, and yet they are so new,
will someone please help me, My God I'm so confused.
These feelings im having, the sensation I'm experiencing,
I want to be free to explore,
but part of me is scared, and fears rejection,
and so I hesitate , to open the door.
I'm not sure how, but a part of me just knows,
that this.................
what ever it is, though different,
will be exciting, erotic, sensual,
and again, I JUST KNOW.
and again, I JUST KNOW.
In truth up til now, this is a road,
I would not have chose to travle,
But it don't change the wanting, the longing
that has now become my daily battle.
And so the day dreams continue,
the fantasies of HER,
wont some one please help me,
for I am so damn confused.
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