No Regrets

Four helpless years
tied to you unwillingly,
I watch it as it all goes
down the drain
Without any regrets,
Without any thought or impulse to try
And save this hopeless friendship,
As I watch,
I remember
all the horrible
Things that you put me through,
Blow me off like you always do
if it makes you happy
As you slowly steal what
life I have left in me,
I close my eyes
and just imagine that
Every hurtful memory,
every hurtful thing that
was said
fade away and all
wonderful things that I missed during
those four years
Slowly come back to me
I open my eyes
And feel it all come back to me
And as I feel my breath
get stolen away
I look around
and take in all of
My intoxicating surroundings
and I let myself
Drown in the poison
that ever so slowly
starts to posses me.
I no longer care
I shouldn't have
in the first place
take your memories
and pledges of 'best-friends
till the end'
and take it with you
down the drains
with the rest
of the remains
~Kaitlin Platti~