As the tears cascade down my cheeks,

the fabric of my reality shatters.

The truth from within

burrows it's way out.

Tempting waves of agony.

Augmenting despair.

Consciousness raped

and body pillaged,

I lie alone.

My body is limp,

my soul stagnant,

my eyes listless and cold.

Thoughts of all the hatred

and flashbacks of all the pain

drown my pleading mind.

The simple insanity which stifles me

is all of my current existence.

A creature released inside me;

it claws internally,

searching,

scouring for a way out.

It tears me up,

it breaks me down.

A lucid yearning for homeostasis.

The equilibrium must be completed.

A deafening silence,

heard only by my soul,

mutilates the final tethers.

Without any effort,

all the gashes rest,

agape and divulging my secrets.