All I want is to hurt, maim, destroy, kill
This rage is on the verge of breaking out
How can I control the beast, killer, evil within
Try and release the pain, the animal, the murder
I pound on the bag, work out like a fiend
My hands bound, my emotions like a hurricane
Unleash the devil within that controls me
Why can't I release it, I'm tearing up inside
I can't hurt those that I love, they are not to be hurt
The ones that bring them pain, I want to rip their hearts out
Send them to the hell that I feel that I will be welcomed to
To protect the family is a must, I will die for them if needed
My life is a gift so they can live and know they were/are loved
But without me they would grieve, hurt, cry
No, I must bottle the rage deep within, I am needed here
I can't give in to the darkness, there is too much to teach
They will grow into better souls with my guidance against the rage
I can control the deamon within and I WILL not give in.