I am walking down this road of destiny.

I am wishing on every star I can find in the night sky.

I am closer to the edge of inevitible numbness.

I am watching you go along the motions of this so called happiness.



You are watching me watch you walk along this road of destiny.

You are wishing on every star you see in the night sky.

You are watching me draw closer to the edge numbness.


Yet you stand by passivley.

Yet so do I.

Is this the future for us?


The day of redemption seems so far off in the distance.

Longing, pain, anger, all of these do not even begin to explain the aching inside of me.

I need to find you somewhere when you are ready.

I'm starting to see that you will never be ready, I am starting to see that I will never be ready.

You have your own.

I have my own.

I could scream outloud all the distress inside my soul!

The staleness of the everyday run around only works to amplify the need to find my soul.

I cannot mask it, I cannot ignore it or learn to live with it I need it purged from me forever so I can move on.

How do you purge yourself of your own soul?

Ripping you out of my consciousness forever?

Like ripping apart my flesh from my bone, could I live with such a hole?

The day continues and the aching within, the heartache and envy.

I will have no choice but to fight this until the end.