I'm so lost in this black hole, the air is gone.

I am so alone no place to call my own, no one to call my own.

I walk to the ocean edge and beg the tide to take me out to sea.

Maybe underneath all the layers of liquid redemption I will find my place.

Oh I have given it all away, for what? Why have I done this to myself?

I will finally find my way the more I fall down into this ocean's depths.

Every layer buries me farther away from a world that offered me nothing for my hurt.

If I could turn back the hands of time I would not mind this being exactly same.

I hated who I was then I hate her more now. I hate them both.

Neither of them was equipt for this world, one to weak the other too strong.

Now i'm sinking deeper into the unknown I like it here, there is nothing that can make you feel unalive, unimportant or alone.

Here, you are alone you have nothing more then the void to see, and so you do not wish for the fufillment of childish fantasies.

I sink I fall further into the blissful unknown, this is truely something as I loose all sense of control.

Please void take me away never to return ...........