My heart cries, I miss him so
I think of him everyt single day
I'm filled with emptiness and sorrow
Full of tears and dismay

Every where i look, I see someone
who seems to have his face
Reminders of him everywhere
He's all over the place

I see someone driving a truck
With a baseball cap slightly down over their eyes
I can hear him say, "Don't forget me"
And tears fill my eyes

I hear his voice in the middle of the night
And my name is all he will say
I see his face in the flicker of a light
And I beg him just to stay

But the light fades, then he's gone
Again, tears fill my eyes
Loosing him has been so unbearable
And you never seem to hear my cries

Please let the hurt cease
Or at least be able to bear
i can't deal with the pain Lord,
And no one seems to care.

I've tried to love others
But it never does last
I can't stop loving him
I'm just living in the past

i set in this house
Staring at these four walls
Greiving myself to death
Rarely taking any calls

There must be an answer
That will ease this unbearable pain
I can't go on like this
It's driving me insane

"No one will ever fill Ol dad's shoes"
That is what he use to say
He's right I won't love any one else
I just push them away

Missing him is eating me alive
At times I don't want to live anymore
I feel like you've abandoned me Lord
I knock but you won't answer the door

Please, Lord in Heaven,
Don't leave me this way
Mend my heart and dry my tears
And make this hurt go away

Life must go on
My children need me too
I am just so broken
I don't know what to do.

Lord I beg of thee
come to me now.
Help me get past this
Cause I don't know how.

I know you can't bring him back
That chance is very slim
I just long for the day
that you take me to be with him.