When the Dr said I had MS

It fazed me none the least…..

It fazed my spouse,

The stupid louse…..

He acted like a beast.

He found himself a girlfriend

Before he even tried

Said he’d never leave me.

Said he’d always love me.

He lied.

He moved me back to the mid-west

Where family and friends I had,

Then moved himself in with her…

Now tell me that’s not bad.

Then he left two of our three girls with me

I finished raising them by myself.

It was like he’d put his family on hold….

He had put us on a shelf.

It wasn’t ‘til then my anger grew,

But funny how this is…..

I grew so angry @ myself

For ruining his kids.

Oh I have since remarried

And the Love I have is bliss

But I still worry bout my girls…..

I still worry about his kids.

This morning our youngest called me,

I want for her the best

But I see her making choices that

Put that to the test.

I give it all to Jesus,

But I still have to cry,

When I lay my girls at his feet

And ask Him why, oh why?

I know it’s not the only cause,

Or that I had not tried…

But this one thing I know for sure,

I know this….. HE LIED.

Tlh 2003 ©