Through my eyes you are but one thing that I could never forgive or forget. You hurt me so bad that my whole life is destroyed. I could never see myself happy as the other teenagers could be. How could I feel right around you anymore? Do you even feel bad about any of it? I didn’t think so. I am no longer a human being since that one summer. People, mainly boys, look at me as if I am some kind of disease infected Hill-Billy child. I just hope you are happy now that I am both hurt for life and out of yours. My life is ruined before it ha a chance to begin, like a baby inside a pregnant huffing mother. I am gone from now ‘til ever. I just want to say, Thanks Dad. Thanks for everything that you did and that I have to live with now. Thanks Dad.