A long time ago I stopped caring.

For a lot of things.

Myself is included in this.

I lost myself due to caring for those who refuse to care.

I listened to too many people who filled my heart with the poison called hatred.

I am not to blame others for what I have become, but because I became one of them I am no longer special.

I have detached myself from my heart and my soul.

I have conditioned and allowed my mind to be conditioned to be like those who have no feelings left in their touch.

I am now a piece sculpted stone.

I have lost my touch, my sight, my hearing and all that matters.

Life became no longer bearable.

I saw what I was becoming and I didn't like it.

I didn't know how to go back and I didn't think I would be able to survive if I did.

I tried to end it.

Unfortunately, I wasn't able to be graced with the warmer touch of death.

I am an empty shell and I cannot be filled.

I have killed my heart and my soul because I allowed myself to be like the others.

I am never to join back with the more natural me.

I am the living dead.