lonely

Am alone
this apartment is so quite I can hear the humm of the computer
that keeps me sitting near
Am alone
all day everyday
Am alone
the beat of my heart has faded away
Am alone
the pain has numb me into existence
Am alone
there are no tears and death is so waited upon that I leave my doors unlocked in hopes
Am alone
no one even looks my way
Am alone
for my name is never bought up in conversations and nothing I do is consider outrageous
Am alone
death come greet me and allow me not to wake once again too emptiness that re-sounds through out my hollow walls lay hands on skin and retrieve me from this despair of loneliness kiss my lips and awaken me into the sweet abyss release me from this loneliness
 I AM LONELY
can anybody hear me see me
or have I died   then this is hell
Am alone