Alone in the dark, terror rises inside as a cold chill of realty drifts over me. I come to grips with the fact that my lady is gone. My one true love the only woman I ever wanted. She who held the key to satisfying my lustful cravings and focusing my wandering eye. All aspects of her being where orgasmic.

Her sweet scent, the wisps of hair on the curve of her back like fuzz on a ripe peach ready to be eaten, her long cascading satin hair, her eyes like two dark pools of sensuality beckoning me to jump in, her luscious plump lips tasted like sweet chocolate on my tongue, the hue of her sun dipped skin dripping wet and glistening in the moonlight. She was in every way my soul mate.

I’m obsessed with this lady but I don’t care she’s all I ever wanted. I ponder the question of what to do next as I perspire in fear how shall I get her back I can’t lose her. All my ideas are met with the frustration of apparent failure. She warned me this would happen! I can no longer breath thinking of her with someone else. Gasping for air I feel life being choked from my heart. The deep stabbing pain of jealousy conquering my every thought.

"OK" "OK"

She wins I’ll do whatever she wants. Too late she won’t come back, she is no longer mine. Confused not knowing what to do I try to calm down breathing deeply I convince myself everything is ok if she’s gone she’s gone I’ll start over find someone new.

"NOOOO"

I don’t want anyone else she’s my life my world revolves around her I can’t I won’t live without her. as desperation sets in I feel the warmth of dawns first light on my face and I wake to see my lady lying next to me, she hadn’t left me it was just a nightmare. A calm falls over me as I gaze upon her enchanting face. Feelings of love now pulsing in my veins, I’m at peace knowing it was just a dream . The same dream I’ve had many a night before.

But my peace is short-lived for I realize that my nightmare is reality I can’t live without this lady. She is my sun and moon. I would die if she left me . Fear suddenly takes over again this time I’m awake . I cuddle spoon-shaped behind her and pull her close to me as I hold her tightly I can feel the warmth of her body enter mine. I lean in and kiss the back of her neck her scent arouses me as always.

Thinking I must live every day like it’s our last, because surely someday I’ll wake from this fantasy I must experience everything possible with this woman. Squeeze two lifetimes into one That’s what I will do. Then pressing my lips to her sleeping ear I whisper softly

I’ll love you always, will you my dear!