I try to smile, but am dying inside
have so many emotions I now have to hide,
I want to pull you into my arms
sheild you from any harm,
but I can only sit and watch what goes on
wishing with me is where you belonged,
can't show you how much I hurt inside
so many reasons why,
I don't want you to feel even worse
my emotions feel like such a curse,
I love you with all my heart
and it kills me that we are apart,
I know there is nothing that I can do
just wish I had thought of more ways to prove,
that I want to be the one who shows you love
the one who fits you like a glove,
the one to always make you smile
to always make you feel worth while,
but now I sit here in so much pain
trying to hide tears that want to fall like rain,
knowing that I can't be with you
just rips my heart in two.