I'm not blaming it on the rain this time
for it commited no crime,
its notthe reason my tears fall
not the reason I want to curl into a ball,

Do my feelings even matter to you?
How can you do the things you do?

My heart is a fragile object
and yet me, you still reject,
you are the one who is supposed to care
yet when you hurt me, you just aren't there,

I'm sick of feeling so much pain
tired of laying in my room, tears falling like rain,
I don't want to hurt anymore
I want to be nice, not show you the door,

Want to believe that you will change
take everything and rearrange,
but who am I kidding?
your stuck in your ways, they are never ending,

bottle after bottle, night after night
pushing me away, its just not right,
I deserve better than this
I can't forget it, no longer will dismiss,

You don't really care about me
I'm so stupid,cause it took this long for me to see,
I resent you for making me feel so sad
I'm tired of always being mad,

With every tear I cry
I wonder more and more, why?
why I let you hurt me so
why I have yet to let you go,

What it'll take for me to break free
and save what it left of me,
seek out something true
and say good-bye to you.