What am I going to do?
how will I find my way through?
feel like I'm lost in the dark
no light to guide me, not even a spark,

how did I get so lost?
fell so hard, losing myself was the cost,

getting so wrapped up in "love"
screaming, shouting, push, and shove,
everything is finally coming to an end
I'm starting to feel relief that no one can comprehend,

it used to bother me that I was losing a friend
but I wasn't much more to him than a trend,
what he called a pretty trophy on his arm
while the whole time he caused my self-esteem much harm,

how did I allow myself to get so deep?
and get so involved with that creep,
put up with more than I should
so many bad times more than out-weighed any good,

this past year has been hell
depression is a feeling I've known all too well,
I'm glad that I'm finally going to be rid of him
after nearly three years of misery, this is the end,

I'll finally be free
hopefully learn what its like to really be happy,
no longer to be his wife
and no longer put up with the pain and strife.