I knew it would come down to this
after all the days and time we missed,
too hurt to even cry many tears
but you confirmed all my fears,
love can't exist when all I feel is pain
I'm drowning in tears that fall like rain,
all I know is that I've cared
and for you I've been there,
no matter what people would say to me
I couldn't turn away and leave,
I knew as soon as I opened my eyes
saw you sitting there emotions disguised,
what is was you were going to say
only then did I want to run away,
to say I'm hurt would be an understatement
but I can't look at you with resentment,
I apologized to you though I'm the one dying
I gave you a hug though I was the one crying,
I wish I could just get mad
but with my heart, I can only be sad,
there is nothing I can do but mend
until it happens I can just pretend,
pretend my heart isn't breaking
but I don't want to be faking,
I just want to curl up and cry
and hide from all eyes.