What Has It Become

face on the ground trying not to make a sound. dirt smeared all in my face, makeup runny
like i was chased. couldnt understand why it happened to me. couldnt understand why it was
me.trying not to cry, cant feel my body all i want to do is die. all i can smell is you, all
i see is your angry face staring down at me. cant help to see the smile that you have while
watching me. body pressed against this hard ground dont let him know your in pain. dont make
a sound. he backs up zipping up as you try and crawl away. he laughs at you and kicks until
you scream only so he can have the pleasure of watching you squeem. start to run, only to
get nocked back down. pushed against the cold hard ground. dont know what left to do.
as i watch you walk away and you think i am only for you. you turn around, smile one last
time, get in the car and leave me behind.