My Bleak Heart

I wanted to throw all the stuff away in the box, but just couldnt do it. I thought i was so much better without you.i should have known better thann to let you go.you never knew what you want, but i went insane everytime you looked at me.i cant be or be without you. i should have known better than to let you back in.i dont know what it is but your so addicting, and here we go again.i cleared you out of my head and tore you out of my heart.So my bleak life is spread out on this blank piece of paper.dont tell me that the pain leaves when the scars are still real, my heart is still broke, and my body is still in pain from when you left me.