Love me,Hate me

It is set on my mind, my feelings all left behind. The pain I can’t help to feel, makes my life seem so real. I hate feeling the way I do. Sometimes I feel like it’s all because of you. I can’t help to doubt that this is your entire fault, the way you left me. The way I broke into two. The way you made me. The way that this cant be true. I want to go back to what I never said I would do. Something I can count on, anything but you.  Can’t help to say that I love you, when I know it’s not true when u say it back to me, all I hear is I hate you. The whole I care thing only works if you love them right? So why am I fighting this, why do I even care, you’re the one who broke me…so why do I bother to love you the way that I do.  They way you use to care, the one feeling that we really did share. But that’s in the past, nothing I can do. You’ll never love me the same…or the way you use to.