I am loosing my body, and my mind. Trying to escape in a fate were i am no mistake. I want to know why it is so. Why they pick on me the way they do. They call me names, names i can never explain. Hurt and discomfort crawl all over me. I go to my room, and start to bleed. I feel more hurt, I dont know what to do. So i go to the toilet, feeling my stomach as empty as can be. Hoping that mabey i could possibly be pretty. One day I want to be the girl you like to stare at. Mabey one day i could be the pretty girl you will once love. Today slaps me in the face, wake up from reality. Crawl into bed and wish and wish that someone would help me. Complete and uder darkness creeps over my soul. Loosing my will power, and my mind. Crawling deeper into my skin is were it all begins. Life is what you make it. I already made it wrong. So kick me down. Push me around. But you will never know how I truly feel.