Trapped

Dark and gloomy,
Nowhere to run
Can't say anything
Trapped.

Live like a slave,
Paying for everything
Words beaten in me
Afraid to live.

Burning in hell,
Repeated everytime
Driving me insane
But lost.

Mute mouth,
Can't live the way I want
He thinks he's God
Everybody just loves him.

Hated love,
Haunted
Scared of
Being alone.

He shows off,
Thinks he's great
I have to be careful
Of what I say.

Can't watch what I want,
Can't listen seccular music
I drive him everywhere
And he doesn't even pay for the gas.

Money doesn't exist to him,
Only God and air
He has a crazy mind
How can I escape?

Memories of pain and hurt,
5 years of it
I keep going back
To a relationship I never had.

What should I do?
Should I let him go?
There will never be a future with me and him
Unless its in hell or heaven.