the cloud hanging over me

as i walk home, a cloud of rain hangs over me. it seems to follow me, even indoors. my life has been about him until now, for my life is no more. i feel empty without him by my side. i feel an ache in the part of my heart that belonged to him. my whole life seems dark and cold knowing that i won't see him tomorrow, or the day after that. a smile may never again touch my lips, not a full hearted smile. i feel as if i could hide in a corner and cry, but this cloud hanging over me would just follow and remind me of him. everything in my world must be burned, for it reminds me of him. oh, how i wish this cloud hanging over me would evaporate like i did to him.