Was it enough to throw your life away
A snort, a smoke, wouldn't it be easiar just to say
To say you hurting deep down inside
Instead of running to drugs with the intent to hide
Did you ever think of what your family would do
When you'd be behind bars, or even dead, just through
I forgave you every single time, over and over agian
But you sent yourself back not caring whats been
What been between you and the people who love and care
Why was itso hard to put the drugs down and share
With dad gone i depended on you to show me the fatherly things in life
Now both are gone, i guess now i will not know and have a life of strife
Why? Why? Why? Thats the only question i seem to ask
Why the drugs? Did it seem to erase the past
I know im not perfect, nobody we kno is
An hour of a high you bought, a fake magical bliss
We moved to Texas with our family of three left
I tried to hide my insecurities, trying hard not to be a pest
I blame you and dad for the horrible decisions i've made
The good things in life slip and slowly began to fade
Is life a joke for you, is this your little fucked up game
A name that was once in honor is now bloody with shame
You stand in a glass house and throw nothing but rocks
Is this the life you want, to run and hide from the cops
Im dazed and confused watching precious time fly
Thinking to myself why God? Why?