My Lord,
Why are you
So blind?
I really love you
And don't know why
You say my love is undeserved
I believe otherwise
I feel things could really last
If we try
You say you're unspecial
But to me
You are everything in this world
You have a good heart
And good soul
If anyone is undeserved
It is I
I have been hurt time and time again
This will only add to the record
I am boring because I block
My life to the world and trust no one
Yet, I trust you so easily
For some anonymous reason
We have so much in common as if twins
And yet you love someone else
And only feed me lies
Lies and more lies.
You do not like me as much as you claim
You only like the sex
You say I am almost
Your best lay
Yet, all I have done
Is la there and hurt you
I know you do not feel the same
For me,
But I believe you're my soul mate
And I would really like to know
What you are thinking and feeling
To be quite honest, I am somewhat
Jealous of Lisette
Not because you like her more than I,
But because she is a challenge
And the more a girl make a guy
Wait, the more he wants her.
I, on the other hand, did not wait and
You have grown distant from me
Because I let my hormones talk
Rather than my heart and brain
And when I did let my heart speak
You shut it out and run.
If you do not feel the same
For me, That is quite all right,
But please open your mind
And heart to me And tell me
What you are feeling.
I am not here to judge you
Or laugh at you, But to show interest
And admiration for your willingness To trust
me with Your secrets and desires.
Please trust me.