Pain

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Pain

Dazed in the night mare of pain and grief
There's no relief
She crys tears of bloody hate
Her life isn't great
Death is her fate
She never has fun
With living she is so done
And in her world there is no sun
Understanding hier is no one
The pain around her eyes flows like a crimson river
On her wrists she makes another sliver
Trying to cut the pain away
Everyone did betray
She is in disarray
She is in decay
Reflecting on her life
She holde the razor like a knife
One by one removing each strife
Her painful reality
No one understands here individuality
Thye mock her because of her bisexuality
But she still loves boys and girls
She cuts because of the hate they always have
Her blood is a dark crimson pool
She remembers all the hurtful comments they say to her during school
To her everyone is way to cruel
Their words and actions send shivers down her spine
This is her confusion....... Because she's not fine
She want's to die
But why don't you cry???
She is lost in pain and everyone around her lies
She is drowning in the bloody tears she cries
All the torment puts into her brain
Making her insane
And filled with pain
But what is her gain???
Hiding her tears when she is around others
Its her everyone smothers
A fake smile puts her troubles away
Until another day
She hides under a heavy blanket of sorrow
There will be no tomorrow
She weeps and wears a mask of lies
All she can do is cry
She waits to die
Her crimson tears fall to the floor
She doesn't want her life anymore
Trapped in this storm of self-hate
No one can relate
She only knows self-harm
It works like a charm
Really deep are teh scars and cuts on her wrists and forearms
She hides what she truly feels
Nothing will ever heal
No one can ever see
All the sadness she buries inside her heart
Is tearing her apart
While gazing into a gloomy abyss
It's her they'll never miss
She dreams of her own death
And her last breath

The pain has a strong grip
Her dark heart is ripped
The spell has her fooled within pain
She is so insane
This spell of agony has confused and manipulated her
Covered by sorrow
There will be no tomorrow
Endless depression
She has a lot of aggression
Changing her thoughts all too fast
How long will the feeling last???
When was this evil spell cast
But it's her they ignore
The suicidal feeling enters her mind
Never dissapearing from her body
The uncontrollable feelings consume her soul
Which is now a deep hole
The pain holds her tighter and tighter with each thouht
With herself she has fought
Until she can no longer breathe
Its a dark and cold eve
She has carved her saddness and needs to die
The blade will seal her goodbye
Bleeding is her limb
Pain and depression have claimed another teenage victim

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Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

silentcry09’s Poems (62)

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