For You

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For You

I'm done, I'm gone.
If you turn around, I won't be there.
You better make sure this is really what you want.
I won't let this become another fight!
I don't deserve you!
But don't be mad, and don't be sad,
You'll soon forget the times we had.
There is someone out there just for you,
But it's painfully obvious. That one is not me.
I've had enough fighting.
I've taken enough blame.
But if you feel the need,
Go ahead and push this all on me.
It's a burden I'm willing to bare.
Tell everyone how much you hate me.
Make them all dislike me.
Never talk to me again,
Pretend I don't exist.
I'm not ready for what you want.
It's not who I am.
And every time I tell you no,
You act so hurt,
Betrayed.
I've had enough pain,
More than any person should have to deal with.
Physically and mentally.
Some produced by others,
Most done by me.
Every time we talk
You try to force things out of me.
I've asked you and told you to stop.
Some of those things I'm not ready to face,
So stop prying,
For the more that you do, the harder I will close up.
Sometimes you just need to let go,
And move on.
So go ahead, show this to all of your friends.
Tell them how hurt you are,
Make them stop talking to me,
Leave me alone.
After all,
Ourselves are the only people,
we can truly count on to be there always,
Right?
But what if everything is so torn apart,
That you can't even trust yourself?
You have your facts wrong...
You have from the start,
But I let it slide,
I let it go.
But you keep holding what isn't true
Against me.
So now you have three choices,
Stop,
Get your facts straight,
Or
Leave.
It's your choice.

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Gabriel85 commented on For You

07-02-2009

I feel like I'm reading your diary to read this. I'm sorry that this relationship you had got damaged through trust issues...interested to know how things ended. Hope all is well. The poem itself is excellent- I hope it was well responded to.

Poetry comes nearer to vital truth than history.

Plato (BC 427-BC 347) Greek philosopher.

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