I have seen the folly of my ways.
I now see the mistake I have made.
But how do I correct it?
How do I turn wrong to right?
I need a way to reverse time,
To show you that I have never stopped wanting you in my life.
You radiate courage.
Your heart is full of strength.
This made me feel weak,
So I ran away.
I know now that that wasn't the answer.
It wasn't the right path to take.
But even with all of you're protection,
I felt insecure and so afraid.
Do not blame yourself though.
Do not allow guilt to weigh you down.
You have done everything possible.
My emotions just never stop flipping around.
This situation is intirely my fault.
I am too indisisive.
I lack the ability to stay in one spot.
I do not like any kind of confrontation.
This is where I need your help.
Maybe you could reteach me these things.
Show me how to feel safe and secure,
That way I stop running.


                                                       04-23-03