I no longer know what I feel for you anymore
It's like, for so long I've had an open sore
It was cleverly covered with a bandage
But as things got wet
It slipped off
And revealed the true damage
Damage and pain I had choosen to hide
But why?
To be with the one I loved
The boy I'd do anything for
The one I'd give myself to
And so much more
But as soon as the cover came off
I saw the parts of me
That I lost
So we quit, had arguments
And split
As for his new life
I wanted nothing to do with it
In this no speaking process
His best friend was put to rest
Once again I wanted to reach out
To be there for him
At first he wasn't with it
But I was persistant
Because I cared for him
But now its all over
We still don't talk no more
I just don't feel the same
It's like, since my heart was torn
I know it couldn't go back
To the way things used to be
And maybe that's a good thing
But it's weird
I don't cry anymore
Don't even really think about him
Still have a tight bond with his family
It's kind of a relief
I think I finally did it
I believe I'm over him
Which is what I needed to do
To stay strong
I know he's moved on
And now I have too
This life of love, hurt and relationships
For mel, have just begun
In this particular one
I think I may have won