Why does she strike up freaky conversations on the phone?

Knowing exactly which topic she and the guy on the other line will end up on

Why does she ask personal questions as to what positions and how many partners?

Which then leads to the sending of text pictures, masturbation and single satisfied orgasms

Why does she love the world of sex, but hate it at the same time?

Why does she look for guys who are more than willing to read and know her for her body,

Instead of her mind?

What happened to her courage and strength?

Her ability to say no

What happened to her morals?

Her extensive abstinent periods where she was in control

Where is her character going?

Who she used to be and what she stood for is not adding up to who she has become

Yet the number of partners and lust for newer ones increase

She now looks at  it like she deserves to be pleased

All the times she waited and was good, and then all the bad experiences, you would think

Would drive her away, keeping her from it

Yet it draws her more and more, and she’s out of control

Plotting the next person, time, date and place

No need for him to have a vehicle, she’ll meet him all the way

She’ll go to his place to be pleased

Driving 30 or so minutes out of the city limit

Just to receive

A 5-6 minute gift

And don’t even question for gas money, cause to her it will not be given

She’s become accustom to prostitute sex

No foreplay, kissing or loving gests

Just straight get right to it, could care less, sex

She doesn’t like it that way, but if that’s the only  way she can get it right now, she’ll take it

She even went as far as extending oral favors, then was neglected

Her body was not performed on

The gentlemen got what he came for and was gone

She had no time for hurt or regrets

She brought it upon herself

She should have known better than to get down like that

On her knees, attempting and achieving to please someone who had other motives on his mind

She brushed it off, only in search to find

Someone else she could depend on

Will she ever again be strong

The sexual thoughts and actions get deeper and deeper by the day

Why does she act that way?