It's finally over
The end has come
For us being friends
He just wasn't the one
Yet, I hold my head high
Cause I've just begun
To learn the ropes of love,
Hurt, pain and fun

On and off
Is how our relationship grew
But much time has passed
And now we're through
It worked out alright
For a little while
But then I felt unappreciated
And that wasn't my style
I let him go physically
But not mentally or spirtually
But i needed the time off
To have time for healing

Hurtful words and disrespect
Led to no communication
Until the death
Of his best friend
I wanted, felt like I
Should be there for him again
But he was wary, upset and hurt
And I didn't feel my time and effort
Was worth it

After his agreeance to start over as friends
Things got worse before they could start again
How he talked to me and caught attitudes
Were unexplainable
It got to the point where it was
Unattainable

So I rarely called
To avoid any brawls
The last call I debated
And should have went with my gut
After little conversation
His attitude changed to discust
I don't know what triggered it
I did nothing wrong
But he hung up on me
So I left him alone

The next day
I messaged him via internet
With apoligies and an explanation
Which he didn't respect
He wanted to break all ties with me
Which I choose to accept
Because it's what I neede dto hear from him
To move on

I've been sick and tired of
Singing this song
But now I'm free from him
My pain
And I'm moving on
I have to
For my own sake
I've learned much
From the time I've wasted
My first shot of love, hurt and pain
I've tasted
Unfortunately, there's no replacement