What do I do?

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    What do I do?

     I am back where I once was
    Pining for different guys
    And changing my mind like the hours of the day

    We had a heart to heart
    Agreeing with what I had to say
    But then I confessed my feelings...again
    With nothing to put my mind at ease with his silence

    I knew he wouldn't feel that way again
    But I was too hung up to get no response.
    It hurt - stinging like an opened wound
    I was starting to get confidence from an influential friend

    Talking about my endless feeling, sunk me back to before
    I told myself I wouldn't cry
    And I didn't but felt the tears choking me

    I reminisced on our incomplete relationship
    Thinking about     what could have been
    But what could have been wasn't even possible

    He fooled with my attachment
    And crushed me each time with an iron fist
    He always goes back to her, this I know
    But still, I can't stop loving him

    Though he loves another, I do too
    There.  I confessed it: I love two


    I don't know if I love one more
    Most likely that is the case
    I don't know what to do
    I want them both in my life
    But I don't want to love them at the same time
    What do I do?

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    StandingBear commented on What do I do?

    03-17-2014

    Such a truthfully honest write... take time to know them.
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    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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