On this day 14 yrs. ago,
My mother left us alone:(
No warnings, No signs, Just Gone...
And now a broken home:(!
My sisters so young 2, 3, and 4,
I only 12 yrs. old...
Why did she have to die for?
We have no mother to hold,
 Our hearts so cold:(!
Alot to learn and take care of
without my mother near,
Still in fear, But wishing
she was just HERE!
How I've come this far?
I do not know?
For I will always wonder
if she was poisened?
And if so,
Do I really wish to know?
She is gone forever on this earth,
Only thing I can do now
is live for all it's worth...
But I always wonder why
and what could have been?
Why did she have to leave so sudden?
Maybe she wanted more kids?
God could have taken me instead!
I miss my mom and I want her back again..
I Barely knew her almost as less as my sisters,
All that we been thru, No one will truly understand..
Our pain and silence of a long lost friend we barely knew, 
Our Mom who we really did look up too..
All these questions,
I'll ask when I get to Heaven:)!
My mind at ease and there will be peace,
And Finally, this torture will END!