Butterflies in the sky...

I wanna tell you how you make me feel, 
I need you to know its scary,
but whole heartedly real, 
I wish that you were our family.... 
See told you it was terrifying but its true, 
I want your heart, your soul, your mind, your eyes
I need all of you and i wish you were all mine.... 
Crazy to feel this way i know, 
But you make my blood really flow.... 
You give me hope, a will to cope, 
My life was mostly empty till you came along,
You complete the puzzle that i kept getting all wrong... 
You make me happy and less stressed,
just knowing that soon you will call or text,
I wait patiently for you 2 really know my feelings 4 you,
Hoping i wont scare you away with all ive been thru...
Either way i wish the best for you,
I want you to be happy,
So even if we never get together,
Or have the chance to create a family.... 
I shouldnt tell you this But i love you already,
So theres my secret, please dont abandon me,
You have me dedicated to you even tho you aint my man.. 
I wanna be your friend till the very end....