Im Sory But I Blame You

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    Im Sory But I Blame You

    they were my big brothers,
    and they passed away.
    i thought i loved them,
    but why dont i cry?
    why doesnt it bother me?
    is it so bad that i blame them,
    blame them for not being here for me,
    for not being alive,
    for everything im going through?
    why couldnt it jus be me,
    why could i have been the one,
    the one to to get shot?
    they loved life,
    i dont, i hate it.
    i look at knifes, i look at ropes,
    should i end my life myself?
    should i stab the misery,
    and watch the blood with happiness?
    should i hang the misery,
    without thinking twice?
    or should i just walk in the steets,
    waiting for someone to come up behind me,
    and end the missery?

    -Amanda Adriana Nicole Martinez

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    DaddysGirl7 commented on Im Sory But I Blame You

    07-30-2009

    thats deep.but i can see where you may blame yourself. i used to blame myself for my dads death. i asked why and everything. but i kinda believe everything has a reason for why i t happened whether we want it to happen or not.
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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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