shes my best freind,
baisicly sister.
she went through something
i went through.
i wanted to cry
old memories came back.
at least it didnt go as far
as it did with me.
ive doubted god
for the longest time.
but if he didnt exict,
why didnt she go through what i did.
god was with her,
she told me as soon as it happend.
ive asked myself why does god
put me through such pain.
but now i know,
he puts me through it so that way
when someone goes through
what i went through,
ill know what to say,
ill know what to do ,
ill know how to help.
but now i think its my fault.
i think i hurt god,
making myself believe he wasnt real.
he made this happen to my best friend,
to realize hes real.
i want to cry for her pain,
because i feel the same pain.
im very proud of her,
it took me longer to call,
i was scard my mother wouldnt believe me,
i was scared to get hit,
even though my mom doesnt him me.
i was scared that if i told,
it would happen again.
she was stronger,
an im proud of her,
she made the right choice.
god realy does exist.