a lost of a mothers love
she's my mother,but...
does she love me?
do i even love her?
ive tried to make it up to her,
ive tried to make her proud of me.
im sorry for what ive done in the past.
but i wanted to feel loved,
why dont you show me love?
why dont you care?
she doesnt trust me,
i dont even trust me.
my life is falling apart,
an she doesnt even see it.
have i tried to end my life?
oh ive tried, oh ive tried.
but i couldnt bare to leave my little sister,
who, for some reason,
losing my love for her.
i smoke, drink even have sex.
but does my mother see it?
i believe not,
ive lost all hope.
im losing my love for her,
an i think shes losing her love for me.
i seem to be a big problem,
in everyones life.
so ive found a soulution,
ill pack my bags,
maybe leave a note saying my goodbyes,
an jus leave an to never return.
By: Amanda Martinez
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