I got where I am on a whim, but I’m having trouble deciding to sink or swim in this raging sea.

Now I can’t be resuscitated, I’m completely decimated from all that you have ever done to me.

How do I get out of this bad dream, will it end with my last scream or will that just give you all the power?

Reality is the only thing left to face, now I need God’s Grace in my most tormented hour.

I’m stuck here waiting, anticipating God’s next entry in my unfinished book.

I can’t decide, should I run and hide or is it worth a second look?

I’m sick and tired of feeling so wired off of energy drinks and liquor.

I’m here all alone, because I’m so danger prone, wishing God would hurry and answer my prayer.

Its 11:24 and I know I can’t let you walk out my door, but I can’t settle for half of you, I want you all.

I won’t beg it’s just not my way, I don’t doubt it will lead to my dismay and a late night phone call.

All I can say is that you are the one that I want, if I can’t have you my mind will surely haunt till the day I die.

What would I do with a girl that is second best, do I leave out all the rest to remind me that you are the apple of my eye?

I won’t stay this way, sad and alone because it chills to the bone on the hottest afternoon.

I’m an all or nothing, now or never kinda guy, I don’t wana die because I think you hung the moon.

Not fully stuck in reverse but feeling fully submersed in this emotional hangover.

I don’t want to fall but I’m willing to bet it all that I would know if she’d just let me kiss her…

I’m lost in my own choice till I hear her sweet voice and everything starts to clear.

I know it’s a big chance I’m taking but I’m done faking and I no longer fear…

This is what you have done to me, can you see?

 You’ve hated me, wanted me, cared for me, haunted me, killed me, believed in me and left me…