cutting

when that cold blade first hits the skin
it already starts to feel better
with all the hairs standing up on my arms
and then with a little force pressing down and then to drag it along
the blood begins to flow
ahhhh . . .that red line of so much pain
just flowing out
as i do it again and again,  line after line
it's like my arm starts to go numb
the tingling sensation surrounds
and that's when i just sit there
on a high of extacy
i feel relieved
sometimes the pain of life is just to much for me
but the pain my blade brings, relieves
and i feel much better
living week by week
on a high only cutters can understand
the pain feels so good as it hurts, and
i bleed