Why didn't you want me?

Each passing day
You never thought anyone saw
But with every week
It became more noticable

Under the shirt you tried to hide
A precious little gift from god
That you thought ruined your life
One day you couldn't hide it no more

For your belly was the big show
In the school halls you walked
People pointed and gasped with shock
It was too much for you to handle

For you wanted to take gods gift away
Couldn't handle it no more
Day after day
Wanting to take a knife
And slice away

Each time you tried
Thought of that little life
Sat down and cried
You asked "how could this happen to me?"

I don't want you here
But you didn't ask to be
For a few months later
You gave birth to little me

I'll ask you one last question
And never see you again
How could this happen to ME??
I didn't ask for a mother
that wouldn't want me

One last question
Really I wont bug you no more
I'll be gone
I'll walk out the door
I know you wont answer

But heres my question
For my dear mother
Why didn't you want me?