Fear turning into a sick a need

Needing to lose control

Wondering where the path will lead

Turn the key let loose the darkest part of my soul

Feeling the need to break from the chains

And just destroy everything in sight

Blacked out by pain

Stepping away from the light

Fist to surface crunching past desire

Cant control the beast anymore

Blue eyes blocked by fire

All id have to do would be to walk through the door

Cant or wont

A question that haunts my dreams

And if I don’t

Tearing the seams

What will happen

When I let loose

And let my world blacken

Will I undo the noose

Feeling the fear

Doing nothing to stop the start

The demented smile from ear to ear

Making carnage into art