Don’t go there I say but eventually I’m there
A participant in a game that is obviously unfair
But playing it seems to be my thing, know what I mean
Crown hunting in a kingdom where I can’t be king
Shattered dreams is the inevitable outcome as long as I play
Oh what a feeling it is, to be torn this way
Surrounded by snakes when I’m one myself
Persuaded lightly by others but can blame only myself, whose left?
I’m playing my own jam but I’m not a good dancer
My mind is saying no but yes is the answer

This whore a housewife? Not! But can I call her my girl?
A woman she is not but she rocks my world
She is my chemical imbalance or dependency it seems, when she’s abused
Let’s me create illusions of being in control when I constantly lose
No doubt about it she’s my “love thang” my pleasure and pain
The glimmer of sunshine and the producer of rain
My alter ego the lover in my brain
Makes me love this bitch, yes my hoe cocaine
Something says I love her, when I know I can’t stand her
My mind is saying no, no but yes is the answer

She can freak you one on one but with company she’s loose
Can make the once respectable lady allow you to play in her juice
Anytime or any place whip up to make cream again
My freak does not care about your sex; she’s a freak till the end
Your end, demise a stuttering fall at least
It was a beauty in the beginning but now a beast
Hard or soft she’s a villain in your system indeed
She has made some rob and steal circum to their greed
Momma can’t you see? I’ve been put to the test cause I tried to romance her
My mind is saying no, no, hell no but yes is the answer