Confusion exceeds its limits in my head. I can’t let it control me.
The assumptions prove accurate; you are who you seem to be.
I close my eyes to the truth because I don’t wanna see,
The darkness staring point blank back at me
I shiver from the coldness I feel within my soul,
Knowledge of the sickness is all you need to know.
You choose not to see the things I show to you;
Yet, I can’t carry the weight of the burden for you
Nor can I stick around to watch you crumble and fall,
You cannot learn to walk before you learn to crawl.
It’s my own fault, my own chaos in the making;
Although I choose not to keep my heart from breaking.
The choice in the matter is mine and mine alone,
Remembering that all things reaped will soon be sewn.
To stay still in the madness is only suicide in the mold,
Death not to me, but the death of your own
Tearing away from the aching feeling I cannot escape
Is what eats at me and devours me today.
It cannot be that crucial for you to slowly fade,
That you cannot face tomorrow without using today.
If it’s that necessary to destroy your self that way,
Then I remove myself for you to go your own way.
Pushing yet pulling, not knowing what to choose;
One thing is for certain, I CANNOT SAVE YOU!
Goodbye is not forever, only until you decide,
Whether you want to live or do you choose to die?