ALL I COULD REMEMBER WAS PRAYING FOR IT TO BE OVER
WITH TEARS IN MY EYES AND PAIN IN MY HEART
I WONDERED HOW THIS COULD HAPPEN TO ME
I TRIED FIGHTING HIM OFF I EVEN TRIED SCREAMING
SEEMS WHEN YOU NEED SOMEONE THE MOST
YOU FIND YOURSELF ALONE
I OFTEN WONDER WHY THEY DIDN'T SEARCH FOR ME
WHY THEY DIDN'T REALIZE I WAS LATE COMING HOME
I DIDN'T WANT THIS I DIDN'T WANT HIM TO TOUCH ME
I BEGGED AND PLEADED FOR HIM TO JUST LEAVE ME BE
WHEN IT WAS OVER I FELT DISGUSTING
IT FELT LIKE I WAS AT THE LOWEST POINT IN MY LIFE
I WAS LIKE A ZOMBIE STUCK IN A WORLD FULL OF
CRITICIZING PEOPLE ALL WATCHING ME
I KEPT IT SECRET BECAUSE I WAS SCARED
IT IS SUCH A HUGE BURDEN FOR ONE PERSON TO BARE
I WISH I COULD TURN TO SOMEONE I LOVE AND TELL THEM
IF ONLY I COULD FIND SOMEONE TO TRUST
SOMEONE WHO WON'T JUST JUDGE ME IN THE END.
THE MEMORY STILL HAUNTS MY DREAMS
SOMETIMES IT'S HARD FOR ME TO GO TO SLEEP
I FEAR FOR MYSELF AND GIRLS LIKE ME
THAT ARE ROBBED OF THEIR INNOCENCE
JUST BECAUSE SOME BOY FEELS THE NEED.