a simple apology
I never wanted to leave youAnd that world I left behind.
I didn't want to dissapear
but understand it hurt too much to stay
and frankly if i'm being honest?
it still hurts somewhere to this day.
I wish we could be friends
but I played with a loaded deck
Using the card that I wasd elt
I chose to keep my heart in check .
Sitting here I think
as the world slowly passes by
I simply ask myself one word
a simple one.. just why?
Why did I dissapear
why did I have to fear
why could I not lock away
the feelings I sometimes find still here.
why couldn't I do more
when you asked me for my help
why couldnt I do more
when you needed me the most.
If I had been stronger
If I had been better
If I had been smarter
If I had simply written a letter.
In some simple terms
I may never truly understand
I just wanted to say im sorry
for not lending a helping hand
I know this won't make up
for all the things I caused
but still I say im sorry
and im glad your life has never paused
though you may not know it
I still check in on youto see
just how life has come along
how happy you can be.
I am sure you will never see this
and that's fine in the end
I just wanted to say im sorry
and you will always be my friend.
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